There were many times I would cry. Crying because of the things I did not know how to handle in my life. Crying during the times I did not understand my family and not getting the emotional support I needed. I did not know where to turn to. Even in my past "relationships" I wanted to establish with women. The times I got stood up by women. The times I never got a phone call. The times I did not get a text or pager phone.
All of this emotional trauma made me think about alot of things. Things of the past and the people who never change. The last gal I wanted to go out with was irresponsible. She was more concerned about going out with friends and staying up late when she knew the next day I was going to treat her to vegetarian and take her to a place I love.
I find it funny when others hurt us in so many ways that gets us to the crying stage. Why funny? Because those people that hurt us will always have something for them to resolve and not leave them. I don't mean funny in a bad way. I mean the karma that hits them and after many years, they want to try to get into your good side instead of letting it go.
I cried so many times. It's not even funny. The hoops I had to go through in this country. The red tape and the bs mentality that go with it. I mean pretentious people and their monkey mind ways.
The strength I get after crying gives me something to strive for and to push my projects. I say this again to the women who are interested in me: Stop giving me hints. Just ask me out for coffee and text me. Don't wait for me to ask you out. Why? Because when I ask you out, you don't give yourself time to tell me you can't make the commitment because your friends social time is more important than going out with me. Don't even bother waiting for me. I have my business to run and more important matters. If you are truly interested in dating me, just ask and text me to meet for coffee and show up on time.
All of this emotional trauma made me think about alot of things. Things of the past and the people who never change. The last gal I wanted to go out with was irresponsible. She was more concerned about going out with friends and staying up late when she knew the next day I was going to treat her to vegetarian and take her to a place I love.
I find it funny when others hurt us in so many ways that gets us to the crying stage. Why funny? Because those people that hurt us will always have something for them to resolve and not leave them. I don't mean funny in a bad way. I mean the karma that hits them and after many years, they want to try to get into your good side instead of letting it go.
I cried so many times. It's not even funny. The hoops I had to go through in this country. The red tape and the bs mentality that go with it. I mean pretentious people and their monkey mind ways.
The strength I get after crying gives me something to strive for and to push my projects. I say this again to the women who are interested in me: Stop giving me hints. Just ask me out for coffee and text me. Don't wait for me to ask you out. Why? Because when I ask you out, you don't give yourself time to tell me you can't make the commitment because your friends social time is more important than going out with me. Don't even bother waiting for me. I have my business to run and more important matters. If you are truly interested in dating me, just ask and text me to meet for coffee and show up on time.
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