Yugi-Oh Cards

I ordered the Egyptian God cards Slifer, Obelisk and RA last week and just got them today. I like collecting cards and I am sure that later on it will be worth it. I used to watch the series and never finished watching it. The good news is I can go online and watch it.

 

Air France Dream

Having dreams is really a good thing. We always want validation of the things we are working on. It takes trust in our dreams to guide us to do what we are supposed to. Seeing flying on Air France made me appreciate the things to come. If anyone who loved being on Air France on trips, I am next to experience that.

Coffee Snobs Wanted

https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/2130842041/coffee-snobs-wanted?ref=nav_search

My Kickstarter project!

Party Cloud FM

I found out about an online mixer called Party Cloud.fm. I love using this tool to give me practice before buying a dj controller and mixing music for fun. This also helps me relieve stress especially when I am feeling sad.

I am so glad I learning to mix and have fun. Yes I am a beginner when it comes to mixing music. I can't wait to get my own dj controller to mix music and do an event!

Looking

I am sending my attraction buzz looking for a single female that does not want a friend but is seeking a relationship and dating. March is around the corner and we will see where this will go.

Coffee and milk tea a great idea for first date and outings.

Friend Zone Thoughts

Many guys have gone through this and of course it is not a good thing especially when the gal they are hanging out with has a boyfriend. I have gone through so many of these situations. I find it funny and I notice a pattern.

I know that I will break this friend zone pattern and find women who are genuinely interested in me as boyfriend material not some friend that will move furniture.

There will be a time where this friend zone situation will finally turn around for me. I know once the projects I am working on go through, women will stop seeing me as a friend. I worked way to hard to get into the best shape through yoga and eating habits.

Like I said in my other posts, Southern CA is not a good place to meet women. It is rare to find genuine women who are not pretentious. That's why I notice CA guys look for out of state women. They are tired of the bs that come along their lives.

Like I said, I will work hard to get out of this friend zone! I will raise the bar!

Emotion

Being somewhere for over 20+ years is not really the best thing. The energy of an area or places does determine success especially in feng shui (fong soy). I really need a new change of scenery. A number of places that heal the soul and to remove painful memories.

When I meditate, I ask for a better place or places that cause me to be happy. Does CA make me happy? No it doesn't. Why? Pretentious people in general not all. People from out of state are shocked at people here. They don't mean what they say and it is very rare to find genuine people.

What is positive right now for me? Making my Kickstarter goal for $1 and I have 29 days left to give people the best coffee they ever had!

I was talking to a friend while visiting Beverly Hills. BH is nice to live and shop. Even if I buy a property there in the future, it will not make me happy. I am happiest where energy and place is harmonious with my energy and my life's work.

You can have 1 million friends on social media and all but how many of those people are actually genuine people who care about you?

I meditate because I am trusting my actions and where my heart wants me to go. In trusting, I find closure and happiness because I know where I am welcomed. You have to feel to be welcomed and brought into a circle. Not just waves and hello's.

Thoughts About Women During Courtship

NOTE: For those women I know in real life that read my blogs, this one is for you.

I think the biggest issue I've seen when meeting women is whether or not they are really interested in me or they just want attention. I notice this trend in CA for a long time. Greetings are usually with a "hi" and a smile. Sometimes with a hug.

I have no issues with that one. The one thing I do notice nowadays is how women approach men like me. In fact, most women don't want to approach men. I will use another example and this actually happened at yoga class.

There is one "model" that usually is friendly until one day I usually want to hug her and say hello and she pushed me away. She had a sour look like I did her wrong. No explanation whatsoever. Maybe she had a bad day. You would think that she would never do that to her group friends.

Anyway, I felt that I don't want to hug her anymore. Why? She never went up to apologize to me for her behavior. She is so used to men and women greeting her with a hug and she missed out with her behavior.

This retrograde is giving me an opportunity to judge women by behavior. This is one thing that men and women must judge if they are courting women. Hot and cold. You don't know what is going on their heads. They are too concerned with public image. They listen too much to wrong advice from their friends just so keep their friends. They don't know how to be real. They are good actors and actresses in real life but they lose out on great guys and gals who are real.

During this retrograde, I am so lucky to meet one woman who is brave to show her behavior in a way I can understand and enjoy going out with. The women in my yoga class that are indecisive who are always hot and cold will never get it. They live in a fantasy world where the man or woman will change their behavior to always suit their needs.

I will say this to women who have this behavior issue, if you meet a celebrity you always wanted to meet and you meet them in public, would you get rid of that pride of yours to approach them to get a photo or autograph or will you just stand there and watch other people go up to initiate a conversation?

I was listening to Kelley, an adviser of mine and she told me that people in general should be judge by their behavior during and after retrograde.

Like I said CA is a LIBRA state where women can't make up their minds. They screw up their chance to meet that wonderful person who is always greeting them and acknowledging them. I find it funny when they screw up and they tell their parents or besties what they did.

I will say this again to the women who read my blog from yoga class. Time is running out soon and you will miss you chance to get to know me. You are too busy enjoying the moment but when I leave, you will kick yourself in the head for not making the effort because of your ego or consensus thinking will leave you behind.

I know it is frustrating for women and men who deal with these types of women. Women who are afraid to be consistent with their behavior. They have to keep acting or auditioning each time just to get other people's attention. You will need to audition in Hollywood for that behavior. Other people just don't have the time to deal with the fakeness.

Reading

I started reading the book on Sutras which accompanies the idea of yoga and what it is. It is true I practice yoga poses and there is more to it.

I am learning more as I read along. I find it fascinating. There is more to look into as I discover more. It's not just something to read for fun but to meditate upon to take in the concepts.

Plans Thwarted By Mercury Retrograde

I find it funny when you plan to go out on retrograde, it get cancelled. I wonder how many times people plan to go out ahead of time only to get delayed by retrograde.

I wonder if peoples plans go through or it is just me.

Geocaching

I was told about this by sis. I want to try to find some treasures along the way! You can do this anywhere in the world and logging in what you find!


https://www.geocaching.com/play

I want to try this and see what you can find!

Simple Meal

There are so many easy meals to make at home. One particular dish that is easy to make is fried tofu with liquid aminos with crushed garlic.

There is something wonderful about having this type of meal instead of having heavy foods. I had it for a couple of days and love it.

Meals don't have to be complicated. They just have to be something that we want to eat that is satisfying.

Going Out

Yesterday I went out. I really needed this to finally just have my social life getting better. So grateful to just go out. There is so many places to visit and just relax and to see many things. I will be going out more as my work is being pushed.

The most important part of mercury retrograde is reflection and able to spend time with people. Once this retrograde is over, more things will go through. I sacrificed my social life to push my work. I know there is more to do.

Going out to Downtown LB gave me a chance to find new places to film another screenplay of mine that has not been made yet. The good thing is just being in the present moment and enjoying life and being grateful where I am not worrying about what I should of done or the things I regret. Most important part are the people I spend time with that bring life to my social circle.

While the Monkey is gone.....

Solution:

Ok guys and gals. I already gave you clues on what to do. I think maybe it is time for us to meet in the future. How does vegetarian sound? Start planning and doing your work. Mercury Retrograde ends on the 11th this month. Time for you all to celebrate your victory.

You deserve to be happy and not having to complain about work when you get home. Here's another suggestion. When you leave that department, go to 85 degrees bakery to celebrate and get a slice of cake. It's less than $5.

Time to gather your stuff and get ready to transfer or leave the department. Have a big smile on your face and let the monkey close her doors to do her business.

Commitment Factor

The more I practice yoga doing handstands and headstands, the more I am ready to take up business challenges coming my way. With two Kickstarter projects and Etsy, I am pushing forward. I also have my screenplays, films and more to work on.

I am taking it in stride and ready to present my other projects to other people. The people who can make things happen! With Mercury Retrograde almost over, there is so many meetings to attend and to get things happening.

Learning to do EDM mixing as well on Party Cloud. I also have my goal of getting my own DJ Controller like Numark or Pioneer. I also have True North waiting for me. I will find my true north as well :)

Why did it take so long for all of this? I cannot point a finger to it. Going to the Buddhist Temple with sis has given me a sense of peace. I am not asking people to convert to it.

Everyone has their reasons and choices on defining who they are and what they do. I made this choice to keep doing and striving to reach my goals. 

Part 2 How to quit or transfer when a 4'10" Asian Operations Manager Barking Orders

GEOCACHING: Time to play the game! It's easy to find something on a hill where a tree stands by itself where a special code is given to employees to quit or transfer right away. You are all given a choice. You are lucky to be given something special. You will be rewarded with your efforts. Your Operations Manager will finally get her wish, to become the monkey she always wanted to be and to micromanage others. It's time for her to stay behind with her new employees and think about her faults. That idea of 15 babies is not a bad idea. She needs more responsibility and soon she will be kicked out and will just have to accept reality and her games. Maybe the mile high city is not so bad. You know what is legal over there so you know what I mean.

SOLUTION: Wait until Mercury Retrograde is over this month. You have a time limit to get out. You guys and gals deserve a better and healthy workplace. You know where to find me. Just look at the stars and ask for Asgard to show you the way!

10 Years Ago

Some of the best experiences I ever had was going out with someone who was part of my past life. I was fortunate to meet 2 out of the 7 I wanted to meet. As years go by, I met #3. Not sure if I met the rest of them yet.

Now with retrograde, people from the past are coming into my circle again. That's a good sign. There are some I rather not connect with. Not good when you moved on with life.

This one person I have not seen in 10 years was shown to me. She is special to me in some way. I don't know what the universe wants me to do at this point. Just grateful she is all grown up and doing what she is supposed to do in life. I knew back then she had a crush on me. I was heavy set at that time. Now with a better body and doing lots of yoga, she might not even recognize me.

Rare

Today, I saw the women I met in my past at class today. One took me off LinkedIn but decided to show up and not upset with her. The other one is making the effort to show up in class. Another one is seeking higher education. The other one who had some internal issues is trying to get my attention who had that grimace look when she couldn't even apologize for being a soul puss.

I do meet women in class and I know it is getting better. Like I mentioned in my posts, most women are asleep. They don't know how to wake up and communicate with men.

Most single women in the US are asleep. It is rare to find one that genuine and wanting to meet men. It's usually about status, vehicle and finances.

I feel like another country is calling me. A better perspective and more opportunity to meet women who are interested in meeting men.

Even with retrograde, people from the past is showing up. That is a good thing.