I feel lucky to be where I am at. To be able to keep reaching my goals and looking good. Younger women who take notice. It was never like that when I was younger. Taking care of oneself is the key. Not just for the opposite sex but also for that person who works hard in reaching their goals and feeling healthy.
Seeing my dad take meds for lots of things forced me to lose weight and to use yoga as a vehicle to reach that goal. Losing dad in 2010 two weeks after my birthday was the hardest thing for me. It forced me to reflect on what I needed to do to lose weight from 185 lbs to now 158lbs. It took 3 years. I had to change.
People don't like change especially when they know they need it. In order for me to get out of that situation of taking meds, I had the power to do cardio and change my eating habits. It took alot of detox from yoga with twists and poses and breathing.
I am not complaining because I am blessed to meet single women. Women who never got to see my ugly past and the struggles I had with my weight. Only a few from FB have seen my before picture. These are women who worked with me so really like me as a person.
There is one gal from my past that truly liked me in 2004 while working in retail. She accepted me and she is Irish. I hope that one day I will say thank you to her for having a crush on me because she was not only attractive but someone with a wonderful personality. Her name is Kelly. I met lots of Kellys in my life. This one saw my true self. The self that was struggling to find himself. If my path with her back in 2004 came true, she would be someone I can see myself with. She's a redhead. About my size. Maybe in another life, she was my wife. All know is she is special because many of the women I met in the past were superficial.
She saw something in me back then that help me realize how lucky I am to break free from old conditions that lead me to my fitness goals.
Yes women do take notice of guys that take care of their bodies because of the energy needed to get things done. Goals for career and of course stamina for sex. I am sure that some girl out there will see that and not take things for granted. Someone who will accept me as I am and just for what I do. It is rare but she is out there. I am not sure how many dates I have to go to meet women but she is there looking and dating men as well. There is something in how she will answer my question that will validate what I am looking for. It is something that the universe will keep hidden or from prying predictions. Only she will know how to respond in her own way. More blessings on the way.
Seeing my dad take meds for lots of things forced me to lose weight and to use yoga as a vehicle to reach that goal. Losing dad in 2010 two weeks after my birthday was the hardest thing for me. It forced me to reflect on what I needed to do to lose weight from 185 lbs to now 158lbs. It took 3 years. I had to change.
People don't like change especially when they know they need it. In order for me to get out of that situation of taking meds, I had the power to do cardio and change my eating habits. It took alot of detox from yoga with twists and poses and breathing.
I am not complaining because I am blessed to meet single women. Women who never got to see my ugly past and the struggles I had with my weight. Only a few from FB have seen my before picture. These are women who worked with me so really like me as a person.
There is one gal from my past that truly liked me in 2004 while working in retail. She accepted me and she is Irish. I hope that one day I will say thank you to her for having a crush on me because she was not only attractive but someone with a wonderful personality. Her name is Kelly. I met lots of Kellys in my life. This one saw my true self. The self that was struggling to find himself. If my path with her back in 2004 came true, she would be someone I can see myself with. She's a redhead. About my size. Maybe in another life, she was my wife. All know is she is special because many of the women I met in the past were superficial.
She saw something in me back then that help me realize how lucky I am to break free from old conditions that lead me to my fitness goals.
Yes women do take notice of guys that take care of their bodies because of the energy needed to get things done. Goals for career and of course stamina for sex. I am sure that some girl out there will see that and not take things for granted. Someone who will accept me as I am and just for what I do. It is rare but she is out there. I am not sure how many dates I have to go to meet women but she is there looking and dating men as well. There is something in how she will answer my question that will validate what I am looking for. It is something that the universe will keep hidden or from prying predictions. Only she will know how to respond in her own way. More blessings on the way.
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