Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Tornado Dream

Last night I saw a couple of tornadoes in a dream. I was in the mid west and there was 5 swirling ones heading my way. I was hit with the 5 and I did not fly away or get hurt. Then a larger one went for me and I had to hide on stairway outside leading to the basement with no key so I had to crouch myself next to the house.

I looked up the meaning of tornadoes in a dream. Most of them is not good. I try to focus on the good and the meaning behind it. I felt that it could be my issues that I am dealing with.

Sometimes I had to see it first hand in the dream the things that scare us. The good part in the dream is that larger one did not kill me or blow me away.

It made me aware to keep pushing my business efforts. I have my life's work and it is being reviewed. I think when we get overwhelmed with our ideas, these forces like tornadoes show up not because they will destroy us but to open our eyes and face the forces of nature that we will rebuild our foundation and beliefs about ourselves.

Part of this dream has to deal with an older woman retiring her business and this young waiter was going to take over the business. I paid this man money because I felt bad for him in a place where he needed the funds to keep the business going regardless of the tornadoes outside. I won't say how much I paid him but it was a large amount.

Seeing this dream also validates my success. Even when there is a storm outside, I was able to give money to this man to keep his business going. Yes it is true I did not see whether or no he thanked me. The point was I was there during hard times to keep that business going for him.

Monday, March 30, 2015

Marketing

I am learning about marketing and applying it in my blogs. There is more to learn as I go forward in pushing my business ideas. This step I am taking is giving me more tools I can reach more people. I choose marketing because I am learning how to bring more traffic to my sites.

I worked too hard to go back to the past. The goals I set to go outside of my comfort zone allowed me to keep going. No one is going to give you the tools. You have to ask the right questions and to do research.

One of my past lives

I do believe in past lives. I had a couple of readings done on me. It validated why things are they way they are and the karma I have to deal with. One interesting reading was about living in England in the past.

I won't say the time period or who I was supposed to be. I will only say my ties to England is much heartfelt because of the work I have done over there. One of my guides is someone I helped in the past. She will help me go to England in the future.

Times have changed so much. I am not sure how I will be received over there. In other words how people will react to a whole new persona. Dreadlocks Asian guy visiting London. That will be interesting. I forgot to mention a beard as well.


Thoughts about someone

I am so grateful where I am in my life. The one woman that I always had a crush on finally made me notice her. In my past, I always missed my chance to meet women. I am not rushing into a relationship. It took me about 2 years for her to notice me.

Why that long? Well, just because I meet someone right away, does not mean I have to ask them out and find out later on that person is not who I am supposed to be with. No expectations on my part. I don't know to what extent she really likes me but I am learning to read body language and how they talk to me.

The one thing I can tell people is really pay attention to the opposite sex. Even if they are talking in a calm voice, smiling and you are having coffee with them, it does not say much about how they feel about you.

I went out with someone and I had a good time but I was not interesting enough for them. That was my past. The good part is the more I take care of myself, the more women come and take notice.

I will take her out on a casual date. It's not certain whether or not she will say yes. All I know is I asked and suggested we go out to lunch. It's not easy when the past you hold brings memories of hurt.