One of my past lives

I do believe in past lives. I had a couple of readings done on me. It validated why things are they way they are and the karma I have to deal with. One interesting reading was about living in England in the past.

I won't say the time period or who I was supposed to be. I will only say my ties to England is much heartfelt because of the work I have done over there. One of my guides is someone I helped in the past. She will help me go to England in the future.

Times have changed so much. I am not sure how I will be received over there. In other words how people will react to a whole new persona. Dreadlocks Asian guy visiting London. That will be interesting. I forgot to mention a beard as well.

Thoughts about someone

I am so grateful where I am in my life. The one woman that I always had a crush on finally made me notice her. In my past, I always missed my chance to meet women. I am not rushing into a relationship. It took me about 2 years for her to notice me.

Why that long? Well, just because I meet someone right away, does not mean I have to ask them out and find out later on that person is not who I am supposed to be with. No expectations on my part. I don't know to what extent she really likes me but I am learning to read body language and how they talk to me.

The one thing I can tell people is really pay attention to the opposite sex. Even if they are talking in a calm voice, smiling and you are having coffee with them, it does not say much about how they feel about you.

I went out with someone and I had a good time but I was not interesting enough for them. That was my past. The good part is the more I take care of myself, the more women come and take notice.

I will take her out on a casual date. It's not certain whether or not she will say yes. All I know is I asked and suggested we go out to lunch. It's not easy when the past you hold brings memories of hurt.

Wishful

If you were to meet someone and went out on a date once and the date went okay but somehow you knew deep inside that you screwed up 10-11 years ago. Now this person came back into your circle and somehow things are different now.

Would you give a second date and give this person a chance? I know I screwed up because at that time she had a big crush on me. Now that yoga changed my life and I got to the best shape of my life and wisdom I gained over the years. In some way I would go out on a date with her. I felt that sometimes my timing was off but I also had feelings for her. It was awkward because we worked in the same place.

I guess life brings people again for a reason and I did wonder what she has done over 10 years. I am sure she went through alot and so did I. When I saw her online, I took a chance to get into her circle. While playing my favorite game, her name appeared a couple of times.

Maybe from a distance, she is thinking about me. I am lucky that it is possible for someone to come back and maybe work on some karmic thing. Who knows she might be reading this blog. If you are reading this, know that having you part of my circle means alot. I know that 10 years ago was awkward for the both of us. I really don't want to think about 10 years ago. I want to focus on where we are at the present moment and what we are working on. I know I gave you some stuff and I had to go through alot of set backs and I stuck through it and yoga did change my life. It brought me to my senses on what I need to do and to go for something.

Maybe in some way, our past was not the best thing but we can always start from now and getting to know each other and accepting our growth.

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Sunday

Today I saw someone in class that I have not seen in a long time. It really made my day. The interesting part is she is reaching out to me. I am so grateful that she is slowly getting me to notice her. I think she is single and yes I would go out with her and see if we both have a connection.