Buddhist and Thoughts About Relatives

I converted to Buddhism with my sister. After all the weird people running the other religion, we decided to leave and follow our own beliefs. The good part is we do ask for help when we need inspiration from the Bodhisattvas.

I was told by a friend many years ago that it was okay to go with this belief.

As for my relatives, if you are reading this you will know why I will say it the way it is. I am not happy with pretentious relatives that weren't there for my family when we were young. When dad passed away our second uncle from another family came over along with our aunt in law to console us. The other aunt lied and couldn't make the effort to be with us during dad's memorial anniversary.

I will say this, I will not communicate with any of my relatives that are pretentious and only look at other relatives that are successful. Don't even bother contacting us or trying to visit us. You are not welcome to visit or contact us.

You have a life of your own now. You need to focus on your relatives there with you. Don't come back into this country! Focus on the people that love you in immediate home.

Russia

One of the places I want to visit is Russia to do a film. I really want to do yoga there and learn more about people in general. There is a special project I want to do and will need to get permission and clearance to do it. I am sure in the near future I will work with people there in my businesses and projects.

The most exciting part is what it would be like to go visit a place where I probably went in a past life. There is so much preparation and all to get things moving. Finding healthy vegetarian places and lots of museums and tourist areas.

Handstand

A few mins ago, I went and worked on my handstand practice against the door. So far so good. Learning to balance my body to find my center of gravity. I was able to hold it longer than I usually do. I will wait a week to attempt it again and hold it for 1 min.

It's not how fast I get this move done or how far. I am building strength and balance in my body. Once I feel comfortable with a handstand, I will work on 1 hand stand. These poses take time. It is not something that is done overnight.

Libra and Leo Women

These two types of women I seem to attract the most. No matter where I go and meet women, Leo women seem to gravitate towards me. I am lucky because I met many Leo women. I never understood why until I realize I have an Aquarius on me in my sign. Aquarius and Leo are opposite.

Curious if more Leo women are coming into my circle. As for Libra women, they are very affectionate towards me. There is one Libra woman that is currently with a bf but if she is single, I would go out with her on a heartbeat. This particular Libra is someone I want to get to know.

I never met someone that captured my attention like that. I think understanding one's chart also helps in answering why it is that way with relationships. It's true about what they say about opposites.

There are days I am not even trying and for some reason I unconsciously pick Leo women. Maybe it is because they stand out alot.

Grimace

Women are strange sometimes but this woman is no exception. Normally in class I would hug her to greet her until one day, she did not want me to hug her. I am not close with this woman but she is my classmate. So for about a month she skipped classes until she showed her face.

She sat down and I hugged her female friends instead of her. I only gave her a wave of my hand to say hi. Not going to hug her after her weird reaction. She gave that look like she was jealous that I hugged her friends.