Sasha Look-a-like

Sasha is a character I can work on in my writing. She is about 5'10"- 6'0". Tan skin. She has aviator glasses and  more than likely a Gemini. The look that inspired her was from class today. She is blonde. She was jogging around the sand with a two piece.

I saw her looking at the class and I thought, okay this person was getting my attention. Perfect idea for  a character on a project. Of course this person may show up again. It's fun to take characters from everyday life and use it to create someone that matches.

That Face + Another dream

I recently taking a class and this female showed up. The first time she came to class, there was something about her that is from out of state. I knew she is not from CA. The weird part she looked like someone's cousin from another class.

Anyway I finally met her a couple of days ago. I think she was surprised that I walked up to say hello. It was on the third time I saw her that I finally said hello.

I think she might have a boyfriend. The strange part is more of her type from out of state are coming over to CA to find better opportunity. Most people coming into this state are from CO,WA,NJ, IL,OR,OK and NY.

There is something about her family that is from another country.

There is a dream I had where two women from my past showed up. The good part was they showed up "current" in the way they are dressed. I am not sure if I am going to see them in my future classes. Sometimes I think they are reaching out to me. People don't realize that even if you are not aware of the people in your past, if they want to show up to you in some way, they will make it known.

Europe

Last night's dream was so awesome. I saw Europe scenery. My dreams were in sections. I think seeing this made me happy and excited. Dreams are supposed to give us the motivation to keep striving for our dreams. I saw the place I want to go to and last night I was given that scene.

Just Busy

I know I complain about women in CA in general. I think that finding the one out of the country is still possible. The reason is in the US, there is too many choices especially in CA. It's hard whether women are just flirting for attention or they are really serious about dating men.

I already got turned down many times by women who make excuses. This is why I always look towards other countries because at least I don't have to deal with the awkwardness and excuses of women why it is better to say it the way it sounds nice than saying no they are not interested in going out for the sake of being nice.

I already talked to a confidant about my issues with women in CA. I know that no matter how hard women swim backwards to prove to me they are not who they were when they screw with me, I know there is one real woman waiting for me in Canada. The one will not only ask me out on a date but really accept me for who I am. Not for just my successes but also love me for my not so good traits.

Besides I am working hard on my businesses and getting it to go through and doing what I need to do. Yes I meet women all the time in CA but none of them have been really been upfront with me and telling me they want to get to know me better and wanting to slowly date and not complain about just having coffee or spending lots of money for concerts or other venues.

If they expect me to spend $100 for dinner, they are better off with their friends to split the bill. I have so much to focus on. I look for a quality relationship not just something that leads to overspending on something not worth my time.

Wonderful Dreams

The last few nights was amazing:

- Saw an East-Indian(India) woman in my dream I was connecting with.

- Two blonde women which one I thought I recognized. It was cool. Won't say the details.

- Saw a cool old car in my dream.