Long Line

Just because there are women that want to get to know me does not mean they are committed to get to know me. I learned the hard way with you know who and not committing to make the effort. Women have to commit to a date or at least make the effort to text the day before or night if they can't make it. I will see if women really mean it when they want me to see them or they just want me to take the class for them to make money.

Peoples intentions are strange. This is why I stand by my convictions about dating in CA.

Oatmeal

It's interesting to find out that oatmeal does help relieve itchy skin. Just by using quick oats. It is something to take note.

Beach Visit

I was at the beach on top of the awkwardness that my former coworker did to me. Three things that made it a good day regardless of how I was ignored. One, a female at the pier asked me about my dreadlocks. I told her how to do it. I even got her to join any kind of yoga. Two, I was able to relax and listen to music and do lots of people watching. Three, two women who walked by me before crossing the street holding hands decided to follow me and sit by me in the back. Made a "ahem" sound while prepping their hair. This one made my day because of all the work I have done in yoga is paying off. Even two girls were checking me out. I smiled at both of them and they wanted me to make the move. I did not do it because one I was waiting for my friend to show up so I can say hi. These two girls are my validation. Validation of the thing I wanted most which was a relationship. Flirting is fun and being at the beach was much needed. They decided to walk to the pier since I was not even talking to both of them. They were both hot. And yes I would hang out and socialize with girls like that. I just needed my space and whoever those two girls are, I will see them again at the beach or at yoga at another area.

Awkward

Today I was going to visit a former co worker. What ended as a visit and a hello became and awkward scene. I was disappointed and hurt. At least I know she is okay and doing well.

A Fiction and Non Fiction Past Life

This one is dedicated to a friend that I wanted to say hi to but walked away from me and smiled. This one is for you:

In the South Pacific, there is an island called Pitcairn Island. British sailors were sailing when they stumbled upon the island. Many villagers wanted to get saved by leaving the island. A mother and baby infant was one of the ones saved. When the British sailors got to England, the mother and infant learned english. The sailor felt bad for the mother and daughter and made sure they were taken care of by his in laws.  That British sailor took the baby in his arms and told him that she is loved and one day will be the future governor of Australia.

That mother and daughter worked their way up in society until England took hold of Australia and decided to move there. The daughter decided to be part of the government of England until one day was the first woman to ever hold office in Australia. No one knows whatever happened to that British sailor that saved them.

Another story:

After faithful service to Italy, a man became friends with a woman that changed his life. Her best friend became this man's wife. Even to the man's death, this woman came to pay her respects to him. In his life, being grateful for the friendship. He learned more about this woman and the women who are educated and is respectable in society. He is forever grateful to her.

Even in this lifetime, I don't understand why things happen the way they did. It's not something to complain about but to appreciate life itself and the different karma between two people.