Wishful

If you were to meet someone and went out on a date once and the date went okay but somehow you knew deep inside that you screwed up 10-11 years ago. Now this person came back into your circle and somehow things are different now.

Would you give a second date and give this person a chance? I know I screwed up because at that time she had a big crush on me. Now that yoga changed my life and I got to the best shape of my life and wisdom I gained over the years. In some way I would go out on a date with her. I felt that sometimes my timing was off but I also had feelings for her. It was awkward because we worked in the same place.

I guess life brings people again for a reason and I did wonder what she has done over 10 years. I am sure she went through alot and so did I. When I saw her online, I took a chance to get into her circle. While playing my favorite game, her name appeared a couple of times.

Maybe from a distance, she is thinking about me. I am lucky that it is possible for someone to come back and maybe work on some karmic thing. Who knows she might be reading this blog. If you are reading this, know that having you part of my circle means alot. I know that 10 years ago was awkward for the both of us. I really don't want to think about 10 years ago. I want to focus on where we are at the present moment and what we are working on. I know I gave you some stuff and I had to go through alot of set backs and I stuck through it and yoga did change my life. It brought me to my senses on what I need to do and to go for something.

Maybe in some way, our past was not the best thing but we can always start from now and getting to know each other and accepting our growth.

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Sunday

Today I saw someone in class that I have not seen in a long time. It really made my day. The interesting part is she is reaching out to me. I am so grateful that she is slowly getting me to notice her. I think she is single and yes I would go out with her and see if we both have a connection.

Yoginis

I am very lucky in this lifetime to meet many yoginis. Women who practice yoga and is committed to it. I am open to meet someone special. It's true I meet so many of them in the classes I attend. I am sure that some of my female instructors have a crush on me. Some have taken interest in some way. Of course I like the single ones :)

I hold back alot and I don't want to place myself in an awkward situation with a yogini. That's why I keep myself distant. Knowing I am dealing with certain things makes it a challenge to date a yogini. That's why I move forward in getting my work go through.

I am open to date a Ukrainian/Russian yogini. It's not that I don't find yoginis here in CA attractive. It's just that my situation is a unique one and unless the yoginis here are okay with what's going on with my life, they will accept me the way I am.

It's easy to find a yogini to date here. I just have to allow a yogini to really let me know how she feels about me directly. The biggest issue is taking kindness and being nice to thinking something else. The only way is to listen and accept a yoginis outlook. Flirting does not count. The actions of a yogini will say alot.

Taking A Chance On Finding Love In Another Country

I tried Plenty of Fish dating website and it was not for me. The site has lots of potential. I want to try another website that is based in another country. Why? Well, if you live in a place where looking for love is challenging and values are different, you would go somewhere else to find what you are looking for.

If you read my post on most women of SoCal, you will know what I mean. Values and beliefs are changing for people here in the US. Most CA men now have to look outside of their own state to look for love. I know I can't talk for all of the men. But with frustration it forces people to open doors to look elsewhere.