Emotion

Being somewhere for over 20+ years is not really the best thing. The energy of an area or places does determine success especially in feng shui (fong soy). I really need a new change of scenery. A number of places that heal the soul and to remove painful memories.

When I meditate, I ask for a better place or places that cause me to be happy. Does CA make me happy? No it doesn't. Why? Pretentious people in general not all. People from out of state are shocked at people here. They don't mean what they say and it is very rare to find genuine people.

What is positive right now for me? Making my Kickstarter goal for $1 and I have 29 days left to give people the best coffee they ever had!

I was talking to a friend while visiting Beverly Hills. BH is nice to live and shop. Even if I buy a property there in the future, it will not make me happy. I am happiest where energy and place is harmonious with my energy and my life's work.

You can have 1 million friends on social media and all but how many of those people are actually genuine people who care about you?

I meditate because I am trusting my actions and where my heart wants me to go. In trusting, I find closure and happiness because I know where I am welcomed. You have to feel to be welcomed and brought into a circle. Not just waves and hello's.

Thoughts About Women During Courtship

NOTE: For those women I know in real life that read my blogs, this one is for you.

I think the biggest issue I've seen when meeting women is whether or not they are really interested in me or they just want attention. I notice this trend in CA for a long time. Greetings are usually with a "hi" and a smile. Sometimes with a hug.

I have no issues with that one. The one thing I do notice nowadays is how women approach men like me. In fact, most women don't want to approach men. I will use another example and this actually happened at yoga class.

There is one "model" that usually is friendly until one day I usually want to hug her and say hello and she pushed me away. She had a sour look like I did her wrong. No explanation whatsoever. Maybe she had a bad day. You would think that she would never do that to her group friends.

Anyway, I felt that I don't want to hug her anymore. Why? She never went up to apologize to me for her behavior. She is so used to men and women greeting her with a hug and she missed out with her behavior.

This retrograde is giving me an opportunity to judge women by behavior. This is one thing that men and women must judge if they are courting women. Hot and cold. You don't know what is going on their heads. They are too concerned with public image. They listen too much to wrong advice from their friends just so keep their friends. They don't know how to be real. They are good actors and actresses in real life but they lose out on great guys and gals who are real.

During this retrograde, I am so lucky to meet one woman who is brave to show her behavior in a way I can understand and enjoy going out with. The women in my yoga class that are indecisive who are always hot and cold will never get it. They live in a fantasy world where the man or woman will change their behavior to always suit their needs.

I will say this to women who have this behavior issue, if you meet a celebrity you always wanted to meet and you meet them in public, would you get rid of that pride of yours to approach them to get a photo or autograph or will you just stand there and watch other people go up to initiate a conversation?

I was listening to Kelley, an adviser of mine and she told me that people in general should be judge by their behavior during and after retrograde.

Like I said CA is a LIBRA state where women can't make up their minds. They screw up their chance to meet that wonderful person who is always greeting them and acknowledging them. I find it funny when they screw up and they tell their parents or besties what they did.

I will say this again to the women who read my blog from yoga class. Time is running out soon and you will miss you chance to get to know me. You are too busy enjoying the moment but when I leave, you will kick yourself in the head for not making the effort because of your ego or consensus thinking will leave you behind.

I know it is frustrating for women and men who deal with these types of women. Women who are afraid to be consistent with their behavior. They have to keep acting or auditioning each time just to get other people's attention. You will need to audition in Hollywood for that behavior. Other people just don't have the time to deal with the fakeness.

Reading

I started reading the book on Sutras which accompanies the idea of yoga and what it is. It is true I practice yoga poses and there is more to it.

I am learning more as I read along. I find it fascinating. There is more to look into as I discover more. It's not just something to read for fun but to meditate upon to take in the concepts.

Plans Thwarted By Mercury Retrograde

I find it funny when you plan to go out on retrograde, it get cancelled. I wonder how many times people plan to go out ahead of time only to get delayed by retrograde.

I wonder if peoples plans go through or it is just me.

Geocaching

I was told about this by sis. I want to try to find some treasures along the way! You can do this anywhere in the world and logging in what you find!


https://www.geocaching.com/play

I want to try this and see what you can find!