Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Trust and Taking Risks

Many people don't know the things I deal with on a daily basis. I can write about things I want to complain about but now I am grateful to where I am. People think that once you finish college, you get a career and marry the person you love.

When I found out about certain things, I went ahead and did my research. Things started to make sense as I look back. I realized there was certain things I had to see for myself to get out of Saturn's teaching influence.

I made many risks. They were temporary success and some flopped. 2014 made me see something that has been happening for many years now. I have a direction to go to and I trusted my inner knowledge to guide me to where I am going.

People think that a certain situation or situations are permanent. It's really up to someone to see the truth in their own way not someone else's. The reason is because of karmic debt or in that fashion.

I was many people in the past(life). I can see why in this lifetime I was able to experience what's really happening in my life and able to guide myself to some new adventure. As I consulted people, I learned more about things and pushing my life's work ahead with certainty.

I don't want to look into shoulda coulda woulda. It was not for me. Taking a job just to get by was not enough. I followed my employers wishes only to gain wisdom of not working for someone but myself.

I had once district manager who had the guts to tell me that I should not have a second job back then and I should only be loyal to one company. Being loyal to one company does not pay your bills when you get hourly not salary. I laugh at her now because she became comfortable making over $40k a year with bonuses while I worked my job and sometimes other locations in the same day making $10 and not getting compensated for travel and the union did not even fight for my title and wage. The most I got was 50 cent raise doing accounting work that should pay me $15-$17 an hour. No title, no respect, making me do other people's job.

I took the risk to walk away from this job and it was one of the highlights of my life. I could care less if they read this blog or know how I feel. They are comfortable with their retirement and pension plan. The good part is seeing the truth and was feeling used just to make their lives easier instead of helping me reach my financial goals.


To A Fire Rabbit

A female fire rabbit is a person who has goals and aspirations to be a success. They love comfort and luxury items. They are affectionate but tend to hide their true feelings inside. I am lucky to meet a few of them. There will be a time I will meet more and they will come and approach and find me.

There is one fire rabbit that will have the courage to initiate a conversation with me and to get to know me better. Someone who will reveal something that other fire rabbits fail to do. That is her true deep feelings for me.

It is not easy to have someone vulnerable and to expose their thoughts especially when they are not sure if that other person has the same feelings. They are easy to find in society. They are needed to bring beauty into this world and to promote peace and harmony.

Where there is lush green valleys full of trees and animals, you will find them. They will come out and greet you with a wave and a smile. You might even get lucky to get a kiss on the lips or cheek from them.

Monday, January 5, 2015

Mercury Retrograde 2015

This is going to be an interesting retrograde coming up. This year it will all air signs. One of the reasons why I am excited about retrograde is the fact, people from my past will come. It's a good time to reflect on progress and taking things slow. If there are any deals or something in the works, it is a good idea to read fine print.

It's also a great time to see communication goes crazy, drivers driving like crazy, people going crazy and stuff especially if there is a full moon. Not also a good time to meet people too but people cannot help that. People will just have to do their thing and be aware of what's going on.

Good time to do creative things like art, writing and nature walks. Meeting with old friends and relatives a good thing. Let's see what happens next!

Ethiopian Jebena(Clay Coffee Pot)

I am so grateful for my Ethiopian friend to give me a clay coffee pot used to brew Ethiopian coffee! I am so stoked to use this! This was his holiday gift to me! As you know, I roast my own coffee and learning so many techniques in brewing them. There is more to come!


Saturday, January 3, 2015

Places To Go 2015

I really want to go to these places this year:

- Hong Kong

- Tibet

- China

- Canada

- The Netherlands

- OKC

- Seattle

- Germany

- New York

- Sweden

- Finland

This is just a small list of places I want to go this year. I've been pushing my work for 4 years and I am ready to travel for business. I will look for Buddhist Temples along the way on my travels.